It is 4:41am and I am wide awake. I don't know if it is because of the steroids I started taking today to prepare for chemo or if it the chemo itself. Maybe a combination of both. I am nervous, anxious, and yes a little scared.
I just watched a spider walk across my rug...did you know spiders crawl in your mouth at night and you swallow them? That's what some guys say that has watched it happen...GET A LIFE!! LOL
I also watched a cricket cross the bathroom floor. All I know about them is that there suppose to bring good luck. I am babbling...
Wednesday Heather,Ze, the kids and I went to the Delmare Race Track (where the surf meets the turf.) I have always wanted to go there especially on opening day where all the women wear big gaudy hats. There is a contest for the best hat. It is suppose to be a fun day. Every Wednesday if you are a Diamond Club Card member (I joined) you get in free, free book, and all the food and drinks are half price. We had a great time. I bet on 3 races and lost all 3. In total I lost 6.00. That's my limit. Heather and Ze played all nine races and came out losing 1.00. The kids were picking the horses they liked and those were the ones bet on. It was alot of fun. I hope to go again now that I am a Diamond Club member.
Yesterday we all went to a BBQ at the Rec.Center. The kids had a great time playing the games set up for them. I went and gave blood for Chemo in the a.m. so I guess I am ready. I just cant quit thinking about it....
Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
I am going to try to go to sleep. It is 5:16 a.m. at the sound of the booong..... BOOONNG !!!!!!!!!!
ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...good morning
3 comments:
Thanks for going with us. We love having you go.
and PS- Valerie took the spider to the hospital in the morning in her purse without knowing till i reached in to grab her some candy.
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OMG . . . I forgot about the whole SPIDER THING! ugh ... I hope I sleep with my mouth shut!
Take care.
:D
I love races! count me in girlfriend.
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