Saturday, August 7, 2010
I made it
Well I never did get any sleep on Thursday. Heather went in with me for chemo. Unfortunately, I immediately had a minor reaction to the Benedryl they give me as a pre-med before the chemo drugs. I began shaking and jerking through out my body. They gave me more drugs to counter act the Benedryl which made me high as a kite. The rest of the session I don't remember much of. Heather said I kept saying weird things like I thought I was in VONS grocery store and wanted to know what we needed.??????????? Albert came over later to get Ozzy and I was in pretty much the same condition. I slept the rest of the day. Today is kinda of a low day. I keep crying for no reason at all. I have cried 4 times just since I started writing this. I am crying now, for what I have no idea.Maybe because of the hysterectomy...duhhh! It is a good thing nobody is hear to witness this. They all went to Chargers training camp. I think I am going back to bed. Don't feel bad for me. As soon as I find out what i am crying about I should feel better
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It is very normal to be emotional when you are going through chemotherapy. Despite having the situational blues of dealing with cancer, a side effect of the chemicals is depression. Just be sure you let your doctor know so that they can help plan the best treatment. You need to rest and take care of yourself.
Hey girl friend you go ahead and cry all you want. And it isn't for "no reason". You have cancer and CANCER SUCKS!! @$%^&*! Get an old pillow and write the word cancer on it. then you punch the heck out of it. Scream at it, stomp on it, jump on it, kick it, throw it against the wall whatever makes you feel better. It helps me.
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